Thursday, February 17, 2011

pain in vain :'(

Hurting u seems to be the best way to get rid these problems of mine.
Neither do i know the solution for this heavy waves and swirling wind inside this crying empty heart of mine.
There was once I've thrown this key of escape out to the deepest place which never exist and now i failed to retrieve it back. I'm locked from inside and out by your smile.
I'm confused .. emptiness overpowered your shine's .. Do forgive me if i prioritize other things than u. I'm really sorry for the mistakes that I've done upon you...

Monday, January 10, 2011

just so normal....


heyhey, neva taught of stating something on my blog again, but here i am once again.. try to post something,this is what i had been tryin to do since last 2 years but never had the idea T_T .... yeah my life is simple.. i've proceeded my studies after spm in UiTM KAG(kampus alor gajah), Malacca as a Teslian since may 2010... i've learn a lot in here though i suffer more than expected... what a different life in here compare when i was back home.. i sense the feeling of freedom and satisfying here, yet my heart still not letting go of my hometown. yeah.. i dont wana stay here in peninsular.. to do so.. i nid to finish my tesl studies with flying colours la kunun( padahal pemalas mau mati x pena mau blajar)... yes i did it! for my sem 1, ive got 3pointer ..wow, for a person like me(who plays dota in every free time with fucking awesome friends and stressfully only does his assignment because tomorow is the date line) do think that this is 1 miracle :') phew, it was a total happiness until i got my band 3 result for muet.. wth? worthless for the studies that i'd through before this bcus the only U that provides Tesl in sabah is UMS and it requires minimum band 4... now i'm stuck in here with my decent stupid band 3.! nightmare it is.... the fact is.. im hoping this blog that i own will be a turning point for me to improve in my language writing skill...

Monday, February 8, 2010


Hurmmm...... blogging??....fun?? idk....hahahaha.... seems intresting....b4 tis mcm pena jg mw try ne blgging ne.... but mcm malu-malu lg sy mw cuba....sbb...... sa pun x tw mcmana mw men ne benda...wakakakkakak!!...btw....nw im in...n im new..... hrap2 la sa jd femes ...wakakakkakakakak.... sa mw try2 kasi msuk pix bh ne...emmm bh....ckup dulu..wakakakkaka